in time

you say
it's time
slow down
grow up
chill out
think quick
don't change
move on
make up
your mind
don't take
so long

Things I have learnt about weddings

It is always good
To remember the grooms name
Embarrassments abound
From misgotten ques and stepping
Backwards on hems

Ceremony still pulls on me
Despite evidence to the contrary
And displeasure at the situation
During the first dance
I whispered your name

Everything is grey and cold
If your no longer mine
I canot shelter in your warmth
Or take comfort in your eyes
I hate to think of us alone
Mirror images of greif
When no one else can understand
This mourning part of me

I fear that I have fallen deep
Past all of my intentions

While passing time may lift me up
There is no turning back
To the time there was before
You inprinted on my life
My experience has taught me
Your pain is impossible to forget
Carrying with me always the gulit
Of what ifs and maybies

What if who I love the most
Is heatbreak deep and black

On my way home...

He didn't understand
It's the journey that's important
but she got off the ride
Been traveling for some time now
Her destination seems vital too