Here I stand
To the left my mountain
To my right the sun
Located, but not held
By confused spirituality
Attempting belonging by inviting tragedy
Drawing myself
I see only landscapes
River beds & trees
A meandering picture
of space and time
to which my heart belongs
Yesterday I had poetry
Today I have recipes
Tomorrow only pebbles remain
To the left my mountain
To my right the sun
Located, but not held
By confused spirituality
Attempting belonging by inviting tragedy
Drawing myself
I see only landscapes
River beds & trees
A meandering picture
of space and time
to which my heart belongs
Yesterday I had poetry
Today I have recipes
Tomorrow only pebbles remain