Things I did today while you weren't looking

Cut my own hair (looks okay)
Ate my food (like you told me)
Shaved my legs (found the razor)
Called your phone (you never answer)
Went to town (lots of people)
Bought a cookie (couldn't eat it)
Cut my wrists (needed something)
Watched a movie (cried a million)
Wiped my eyes (why, mascara?)
Walked the hill (like you told me)
Too many people (so much staring)
Called your phone (please fucking answer)
Went to bed (tears again)
Found my feet (in the cotton)
Threw my phone (screw you anyway)
Made it through (regardless)
(still love you)